Dissolution

Dissolute, spinning
I am flirting with non-being
De-constructing, me

A trillion gaps
In my integrity, gaps
Ever widening

Leave me wondering
Am I really-real, how do
My atoms cohere?

The substance of self
A mass of tissue, fluids
Churning in the brine

Electrical nodes
Seeing and thinking, feeling
Being a construct

I am cognizant
Perceiving and resolving
The riddle of me